January 3, 2010

I fell...


I fell..
off the wagon.
I know, I know. How could I!!
I had a really really weak moment.
I had 2 puffs. As soon as I puffed - I felt sick and threw it out.
I am back on board now.
I am utterly ashamed of myself. I am going to get some gum in the morning.
Patches do NOT work for me. They make me terribly ill and I have CRAZY CRAZY dreams.
I did not know that this was going to be this hard.
I mean I have actually shed some tears over a cigarette!!!!!!!
I am glad that I have my blog..
I can vent on here.
Thank you for all of the words of encourgement!!
I so need them. Please keep them coming.
Well, I am off to eat some more carrots!!!!
Wish me Luck!!!

21 comments:

  1. That's okay! It's in the past, don't think about it again . . . move on. You're allowed a few "transgressions" through this process. Just don't let them happen too often. Hang in there. You're doing great!

    :o)
    Carla

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  2. when you fall off the horse... the best thing to do is get right back up and ride again! you can do it! I know you can... sending prayers for strength and wishes for good luck... hang in their girlie... !

    blessings. Dixie

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  3. Keep going! You CAN do this! We aren't perfect, but we can keep on trying. With the help of our Father in Heaven, anything is possible!

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  4. Good girl, you admitted it and then you are back. You're human Misty. Don't get discouraged. Glad it made you feel sick. That was God's way of letting you know it's no longer allowed! Keep it up, we're all praying for you. and I know you can do it!
    love,
    Debra

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  5. You can do it! (Not that I know you from Adam:) but...think of all the wrinkles you will put off getting!
    Do NOT give up.

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  6. OH! I wish I could say I've been there...but, I haven't. I like fritos though. And if I tried to ween myself, all of Texas would be in trouble. When Mindy ain't happy, ain't nobody happy! Girl. Be strong and I will add this wish to my prayers. Good for you, my friend. ~Mindy

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  7. You can do it! You are a strong woman with free will and determination! You are doing it so you can live! When you fall down, get back up, wipe the dirt off your knees and get back on the road!

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  8. It is sooooooooooo nice to meet you and I will send you a commet maybe tomorrow to tell you about the scroll bar.... I really cannot remember how but I have it saved in my computer.. And you just keep on keeping on and you will win ...... I smoked for years and years.... I quit 15 years ago..... sooooo you CAN DO IT .... I will come back tomorrow and read some of your posts......

    Have a blessed New Year..

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  9. Don't worry, you did exactly the right thing, instead of letting a little slip up (which we all have had) set you on a path of , oh well, I'll just chuck the whole thing, or give you a pass for the whole day, you got right back on that wagon. Good for you!!!
    P.S. Love the new look!

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  10. ...forgetting those things which lie behind, I press on towards the goal...

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  11. Everyone has weak moments. We are human. But you only took 2 puffs and put it out. You didn't continue to walk along side the wagon, you got right back up on it.
    You are doing great!
    Praying for you.

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  12. Misty girl,
    sending you the biggest hugs and prayers to get you through this!!!!

    Hugs
    Kate

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  13. I know that you can do this! My mama used those Chantex I think they are called pills, they are prescription, they worked she stopped smoking no problems, my brother and sil did too, they haven't fallen but my mom has, she just isn't ready I guess, but being that we just lost my dad in Feb. to lung cancer after only knowing for 3 weeks, I think that anyone that can stop is an inspiration...so please don't think that I am preaching :) But I do send you lots of strength and good wishes to beat this. Besos, Rose

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  14. It happens. But you stopped quick, you didn't really even enjoy it so maybe mentally you will soon stop wanting one too. We're still hear cheering you on and your back up & at it. Keep taking those steps forward and looking to the future.

    Hugs...Tracy :)

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  15. never forget...falling is part of walking!
    get up and walk again girl:)

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  16. Best of luck Misty - you can do it.

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  17. You can do it!! I know you can!!

    Love,
    LuLu~*xoxo

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  18. I forgot....did my package arrive for you and Misty yet?

    Love,
    LuLu~*xoxo

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  19. LOL Misty, I always mix the two of you up! I guess I spoiled the surprise then...Angelique won my Giveaway and I sent you a little treat with her package!! I will email her and see if she got it yet :)

    Love,
    LuLu~*xoxo

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  20. Misty - You are doing great!! Just a tiny quick stumble - big deal! Don't let it shame you, just move forward. You can do any and all things through Christ who strengthens you. Victory just ahead.

    Have a Beautifully Blessed 2010....

    Cynthia K. (Beauty and Blessings)

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